“What is done out of love always takes place beyond good and evil.”
One, two, three. One, two, three. One, two, three.
Bukowski once wrote, find what you love and let it kill you.
Tick, tick, tock. Tick, tick, tock. Tick, tick, tock
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We were two people who were perfectly suited
and met at exactly the wrong time.
Addison:
It was those eyes. They held secrets they shouldn’t have.
(…) the only semblance of peace for me was with someone I wasn’t allowed to have.
Grayson:
While Grayson brought peace and calm to my life, I brought worry and chaos to his
“You’re going to be the death of me.”
Life is full of ironies, because with him, I’d never felt more alive
Them?
‘It wasn’t good, and it wasn’t evil—it was just love. 
It wasn’t wrong. No—it was just misunderstood.
Ultimately:
I had nothing I could say to comfort her because no matter what she wanted, the wheels were in motion. Nothing could stop the inevitable from happening.
There was no escaping it—my crimes had finally caught up to my passion.
And I cried like a baby through this because:
Our choices tore us apart, and my decision led me here.
I wanted to give this one a full review, but two things are stopping me:
Before I started this I read a bunch of cryptic reviews and I was pissed and kept putting it off because everyone was talking about the ending of this book and giving all sorts of sad-ending signals.
BUT
Now that I finally put my big-girl pants on and read it, I realize I can’t spoil it for anyone.
YOU SHOULD GO A READ THIS WITHOUT MUCH TO KNOW ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO GET. Because what you do get is B r i l l i a n t and worth the leap of faith.
And second, if you know me you know I would have definitely not rated this or loved this so much if it wasn’t WORTH IT (in other words: going through so much anxiety and hurt is, at the end, not in vain)
And, I, ladies and gentlemen, absolutely loved this. With every tear, every sob, every heart-pain, every feeling of despondency, of doomness.. Books that make you feel (not only hots from Ella’s writing but actual feels) and! Think, analyze, question life… Those are the books that ultimately stay with you forever.
I’m not saying this was the best book I’ve read, but it was exceptional.
We always have a choice. The real decision is—do we pick right, or do we pick wrong? Or do we float around in the grey area, somewhere in between?
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